Change.
I don't particularly like change and I don't welcome it. I prefer to remain as I am. No changes, nothing remarkable and yet....
Here I am, typing out my emotions on a blog that some random will read. I feel...lost. Or something is definitely missing. I wish I knew what it was, or why I feel like this. But I'm....not sure how to word it. Maybe Im tired.
Tired of my job
Tired of my apartment
Tired of my weight
Tired of uncaring/unloving people
Tired of being frustrated
Tired of being Tired. LOL
I haven't spent the time I want with the Lord. My new job has made me very angry and bitter. So...instead of diving MORE into the word, I've read it here and there.
Maybe this is a season. A part of my life that's changing. I dunno.
At my job, I managed to make a life long friend. Her name is Marta. I love her dearly and thank the Lord for someone like her. She's not needy or overbearing. She's a lot like me. LOL.
I haven't been to church in a month. We went today and I was disappointed when I left. Havent been there a month and NO one has missed us.
Whatever. Just not feeling Harvest right now.
I start a new job April 13, 2015. I pray that it is something I enjoy.
My life is blessed but I feel so crappy right now.
For those of you that read this, please pray that this funk passes quickly.
Thank you.
MW
